biting down on chewing gum
can’t stop thinking about it
pick and twiddle at my thumb
can’t stop thinking about it
knuckles crack against the bricks
can’t stop thinking about it
count my scars, four, five, six
can’t stop thinking about it
digging out my fresh, red scabs
can’t stop thinking about it
time to take a few more dabs
can’t stop thinking about it
paranoid, ADHD
can’t stop thinking about it
scheduled to break at one, two, three
can’t stop thinking about it
smokey lungs and itchy throat
can’t stop thinking about it
my liver’s ready to explode
can’t stop thinking about it
ALWAYS ON MY MIND
NEVER STOP THINKING ABOUT IT